A Letter for Me💘

Dear, Me.

How are you? Is it still healthy enough to think optimistically? Are your eyes still looking at a more positive future? I hope so, because if not then it's been in vain that I survived until now.

For myself now, please take care of your health. Eat a lot, drink at least a liter a day, if you can also, please exercise. I'm trying to get used to it now, so you don't have to worry about it later. Remember not to sulk every time you don't get what you want, I know it's hard, even now I still can't get used to it, but I hope that in the future you will be much more mature than I am.

Me for the future, I ask you not to give up easily like I am today, who let the valuable things in my life slip out of my hands because they are not strong enough to keep them. Don't you remember today? How does it feel like regret comes to me in a bitter taste? So please, whatever happens don't lose hope. Because having it is easy, but keeping it is hard. Then I will come later, don't be afraid to move forward, even though the fear from the past looms over you or your childhood trauma still binds you. I, will try to overcome it, make it easier for you to proceed better. But if I don't succeed, then please remember my words.

Finally, I will be living my dream, I hope you will read this letter with a smile. Presuming that this is just a memory of the past in the midst of desperation to want a better person. I hope, you take us far to happiness, and I hope the dreams that I knit you can enjoy in a good old age.💗